What To Do?

I was busy watching a movie last night when he called.  I did not thought that it was him since it was his brother’s name and picture that popped out in the screen.  And I’m not expecting him to call me at that time of day, it was almost 9PM.  But honestly, my heart jump the moment I recognized his voice.  I can’t help myself from smiling and even my heartbeat wasn’t normal at all.

He asked me to have some buko juice with him when he gets home from their song practice in one of our brother’s house.  Imagine my excitement.  haha!  I waited for his call and then finally we met outside the subdivision when I live.  He was waiting there and we walked our way to that stall.

When we crossed the street, he held my wrist.  How I wish he just held my hand since I won’t mind anyway.  He even put his hand on my shoulder when we we’re about to cross the other side of the road.  When we finally reached that stall, we had a little chitchat.  He told me how their practice went and how tired he was the day before that.  I could just smile the whole time we’re together, but of course I also have to talk so I told him I was absent on work last Monday. I told him that my stomach felt bad.  That’s what usually happens to me when I drink more than a glass of tap water.  I saw his reaction somehow got worried. 

We talked about other things in the span of just 15 minutes.  When I stood up to throw the trash I was holding, he did as well.  Maybe he thought I was throwing the trash so we could go home.  But hell no!  It was wrong move!  I was like screaming on the back of my head, "What have I done?"  

But one thing I noticed, as we were walking our way back to the subdivision where I live, he was walking really slow.  It even got me thinking "what’s wrong with this guy? does he want to spend a bit more time with me?".  Oh damn, I’m really getting crazy with all of this.

He’s got me always thinking.  What to do? How would I know if he likes me more than just a sister?  And that maybe stuck I’m stuck in his friend zone?  Argh!