A Little Depress

I’m a little depress right now.  I know shouldn’t have to, but I am.  I can’t help it.  There were those things I just don’t understand.  Yes, I know he’s better than me, but I don’t seem to feel that my effort counts.  :'(

I could have accepted it if we got the same amount of bonus, but him getting a half more than mine?  Why is that so?  I felt like I’m the worst employees of all.  I thought that I shouldn’t have done things rights.  It made me feel like quitting and that I’m a real useless individual.  It hurts me, but we’ll… God is good.

He still reminded me that He knows what I really need more than I do.  I should be thankful for that small amount of bonus, because it’s still a blessing from above.  I won’t expect more.  I’ll just keep on doing things right. Maybe this is just a little of everything, I can’t be happy all the time, so I got a little depression now.  Hehe!