Never Unnoticed

 Would you believe me if I say that those people whom I thought were the closest to me, were the one’s who doesn’t seem to even 

notice me at all?

Living in a life being so unnoticed is kinda frustrating and disappointing.  Because no matter what you do, no matter how good you are at something, you will never be recognized.  No one will be there to appreciate you when you feel like you need to be appreciated.

For the most years of my life, I’ve always felt rejected and unlucky.  But in God’s grace, I’m thankful that He never left me. He let me feel that in Him, I will never be unnoticed.  He will never reject me.  You see, just recently I was given a chance to be part of the music ministry in a community which I have been part of for more than 9 years.  Yes, after 9 years, it’s just now that someone invited me to be part of it.  I honestly felt so happy that I wanna cry during that moment.  Those people doesn’t even know what I’m really capable of, what my talent is or how good I am, but still they gave me a chance.

And I’m also thankful to having found a kind sister in the community, whom in more than nine years of service, she remained to be my sister.  🙂  I don’t know if I have thanked her for everything, but I still wanna say, "Thank you, Te!  For being there for me always.  For lifting me up in those times that I keep on doubting myself. For those laughing and crying moments!  Haha!"

I’m becoming so emotional here! Lols!  But I’m really really thankful that I’m blessed with all this things coming in my life now.  I know I can’t thank God enough, but still I give all thanks to Him.