09/10/2012

Have you ever taken a step back from a friendship and been like wow! Has this friendship really been like this all along?

I guess I am feeling a bit distant from my friend Ellen… I feel like she literally is trying to be me and over taking it too much… 

I don’t know if it is me over analysing… but she has over the years gotten worse, I know we follow what our friends do, have similar interests etc, thats why we have friends and stay friends.. 

But does a friend go as far as buying the same car, completely changing their style of dress (ie used to wear loose fitted baggy tops) to form fitting and bright colours ( like I do), every song that is her favourite is one that I have discovered and shown her, the way she acts in her demeanor.. she used to be just chatty and whatever but only to specific people now she is out there outgoing ( which I am ) drinks alot ( which I used to do ) parties alot and does the same things that I used to do at the bar.. aka drunkenly steal cups or silly game cards, on her cell all the time (which she never did, I always did) even texting guys who I had texted while I was single who she never even liked but now all of a sudden all the time, and posting photos on her facebook all the time when she used to never go on facebook… 

I feel like my personality is being stolen?!