04/07/2011

 No matter how much I hate the way my body looks right now I can’t help but pig out… I really don’t know whats wrong with me it sucks! I need to just kick my ass into gear… I keep having the mind frame of once I get my hair done I will start losing weight, once I go back to tanning I will lose weight…. 

either way I need to just start slow, kick out bad habits

I think I have high blood pressure… over the past few months i have been checking my blood pressure and it’s has always been high… at first not too bad but now it’s a little ridiculous… it was 150/96 the other day… I am 24 WTF 

So that needs to be fixed because I don’t really need to have a heart attack at 24 

I know school and work is stressful so I am glad school will be done next week, I am not sure what else… poor diet I suppose, and I smoke cigarettes with Matt alot so I need to kick that … however I have slowed down a bit 

Tomorrow is Matt and I ‘s 6 month anniversary 🙂 We are going to go out for dinner somewhere nice and just spend the evening together, maybe go see a movie… just be together we’re not getting each other gifts or anything