Thoughts of you

Today I am feeling at odds. Thinking about my past mistakes and wondering how different everything would be if I had just made one different decision. How much pain and suffering I would have saved not only myself but one of my best friends. If only I had been honest with myself and him. If I had chosen with my heart instead of what was here and convenient.

But I’ve also come to realize how much I have grown from that childish little girl. I would still give anything to make up for my mistakes as I’ve realized he was my true love.

You live and you learn. All I can do is continue growing.