Time flies

I hadn’t realised I hadn’t written. Time seems to have moved on without me.

I don’t know what’s happened. I truely don’t remember it.

I’m in a very bad place right now. People keep on leaning on me for support. That’s fine, I like that, but there’s so many of them and they all just expect me to know how to help them and I can’t keep doing it. I don’t know what the right thing to say is.

And then they will always ask how I am after saying how depressed/sucidal they are or how bad a day they’ve had, and then I can hardly expect any support from them so I just have to be fine all the time.

I know I often say this, but I don’t see the point in going on, and I don’t know how much longer I can go on. I hate this computer.

I have acheived no work despite doing nothing but try to for the past 3 weeks. It is reall serious and I’m just so tired.

Its horrible when you’re feeling exhausted and so many lean on you that you almost physically fall over. Everyone needs some ‘me’ time. Please take care x

snowdrops.

January 30, 2005

I know I’m not very good with advice. The only thing I’m good at, is movie advice.And I advise that you go to the cinema, and watch CREEP, because it is excellent.One of the best horror movies from the last decade.Not marvellous, but you know how crap horror has been over the past 10 years.

I have acheived no work despite doing nothing but try to for the past 3 weeks. i’m with you on that one. i went to sleep yesturday instead of read because i couldn’t keep my eeys open.

January 31, 2005

ryn: No, unfortunately it isnt ‘scary’ as such, but some parts (or one part mainly) makes you jump and sends your heart racing. The rest of the room was terrified though. And you know some of the people sitting around you are more scarier than the film itself. There are some strange folk in the world.

sairsworld

hugs. sorry to hear things arent going great. and ryn: it was a very drunk night. I dont often get drunk but when i do i really do :o) xxxxxxxx

corin

I’m really sorry it’s not going too well for you at the minute, if you want to chat about it or generally my messenger id’s goatboy131313@hotmail.com or you can email me on it. I promise I’ll turn my messenger on 🙂

stefania

I get really frustrated when people tell me their problems before asking me how I’m doing. It’s not your job to have to deal with everyones problems so just tell them the truth. You don’t have to be mean about it just let them know that you can’t solve everyones problems especially when you have some of your own.