Monday night is ER night

The highlight of my week!! ER night!!! Yay!!!!

Yes, I know it is sad for the highlight of uni student’s week to be watching ER, but that is my life – sad.

I haven’t been out clubbing since November?!? I am so sad.

My parents were upset that I had nothing to tell them on the phone. So what have I done this week? I have been to the cinema once, sat infront of a blank piece of paper but not actually managed to work, eaten enough food to feed China for a month, hurt 2 people’s feelings, partially fallen out with my best friend, cut myself, and spent money I don’t have.

I bought Pass the Pigs off of eBay because it reminds me of being young at my Grandma’s house. I’m never going to play it, but just looking at it brings back memories. I also bought a CD today. ‘The Best of RnB’. Get me in the mood for gopiong out hopefully. I couldn’t decide between this, Natasha Bedingfield, Snow Patrol, Green Day and Maroon 5. This seemed the best value. Only cost me £1.99 after using my WH Smith vouchers I earned for filling in a questionaire. I’m getting another £9 this week for taking part in about an hour and half’s psychology experiments. Not bad going.

The only thing with this CD – it has my favourite song ‘You can do it, put your back into it’ on it, but it’s some dodgy mix and so nowhere near as good, which upsets me a lot. 🙁

I wonder when I’ll be happy again?

I used to think that all the time. The only way you can make your life better is if YOU get up and do something about it. Think about what’s making you unhappy and sort it out. Grab a friend and go clubbing, getting out of the house really does help (as I found out when I went to London yesterday – I came back really happy coz I’d done something different)

sairsworld

January 24, 2005

Random noter.. Wooooooh to ER. Episode 3 this week right? Well Im in stupid Wales and we dont get episode 1 here til this weds. And i already saw it in England two weeks ago. grrr. xxxxx

snowdrops.

lol, I haven’t been out clubbing since I was 17. Now THAT is sad!

RYN: carter is a bit ming these days but i never really liked him anywya :o)

me again!! Just read your diary from the beginning. MInd if i add you as a friend? xx

Where did you get the questionnaire from? *wants free vouchers* I love ER too, I’ll be watching it tonight. Take care x

corin

Thanks for the notes and I’m sorry you had a crappy christmas with the storms and stuff. I wish I could say something to make you feel better about blokes and your self image, try not put yourself under so much pressure like the London thing, try not to blame yourself for every mess up in other peoples lives, it’ll just send you mad. Yeah and ER is cool… Later xo