Michael Nyman

I finally bought my sister’s Christmas present yesterday. I know it’s about a month late now. But I still need to wait for my parents to email me her address so I can post it. It’s shocking that I don’t know my own sister’s address.

Got my boxes out of storage with Poie’s help, so I am now unpacked. It looks practically identical to last term. I sent my project write up to my supervisor so now I just need to meet him and discuss all the many areas I’ve fallen down on.

Went to the cinema in the evening and saw National Treasure. I wasn fairly bored, but it wasn’t too bad. A bit like Indiana Jones only nowhere near as good. It was good to be with Poie and Ivie at the same time though since everything always seems hilarious when all all 3 of us are together.

I also spoke to Chris briefly. The Chris situation is as follows. At the end of last term we broke up, albeit via email. About a week into the holidays I got bored and lonely and so texted him telling him I missed him (I know, very bad idea). He said he missed me too and that we should give it another go. I agreed (I know, it keeps getting worse). So then he kept texting me all these eager messages telling me to come back sooner and stuff and by this point I didn’t even want to meet up with him again. So I emailed and told him we shouldn’t meet up. I feel terrible for always leading him on and then pushing him away again. But he emailed and said that was a pretty big change from before and what had gone wrong, and I just said I had too much other stuff to think about.

He didn’t reply to that. Yesterday he was online so I asked him if he was pissed off with me. He said he was a bit more more disappointed (I hate disappointing people), but he was really cold and distant and wouldn’t talk to me. I told him he sounded incredibly annoyed with me, and he said he didn’t know what I wanted from him. I said I just wanted to be friends. He said it wasn’t as easy as all that and didn’t know if he’d talk to me again. I had to rush off to the cinema then so told him just not block me. He’s emailed this morning asking how the cinema was and to tell me that he thinks I’ve made a foolish choice and he would have given it another go. I am almost tempted to agree to give it another go, but then I’d probably just end up leading him on again which I can’t keep doing. So I’m going to stay strong.

Oh yes, and I bought myself a Michael Nyman CD really cheaply in the sales yesterday while shopping for my sister’s Christmas present. I’ve wanted it fro ages, but it isn’t actually as good as I was hoping. Some of the songs are lovely, but a few are just too modern and weird for my taste. At least it was cheap. I also want the maroon 5, snow patrol and natasha bedingfield albums, but I have no money s really can’t justify buying them.

I also started up a new bank account. I now have 5 with about £2 in each. I seem to have become addicted to finding that maximum interest account, lol.

This is long. Sorry.