hands off

Ethan has now become a subject of drama with ashley…. I shouldnt have introduced them, i knew it but i did it anyway, and then she tries to convince me that i cant be with him because of grant, well the last i knew grant and i are not together so thats complete bullshit. I even began to think that i should be giving her his number, well fuck that, call me a cock block but ashley has no place trying to get with him. She’s met him twice, he and i have been good friends for going on 3 months now, for along time he really liked laura but now that that’s cooled off i would love to see where my friendship with him could go, maybe it wont go anywhere but the fact of the matter is that i want to try and ashley has no business getting in the middle of everything. He says shes a cool girl but that he didnt see himself dating her, i think i might have told her that he said that last night when she was trying to get me to hook them up. I mean i feel bad for just laying it out there like that but she was gonna find out one way or another. It is completely asinine for her to think that just because she met him twice and felt connected with him that im going to just step back and hand him to her. Im not that girl anymore. She is not my competion she is supposed to be my friend. I will agree with her that you cant control who you like but you can control what you do about it and ashley has a tendency to completely disregard any lines that she shouldnt be crossing. There are lines and boundries between friends that are recognized and she never seems to give a shit, well this time im not going to just give in. She can find her own damn guys, im not her penis supplier! Not to mention that she was kissing ryan the first night she met him, im sorry but the girl needs to chill on that. I mean i really liked her friend stevo but im not all up on his nuts, i really like dustin but i never pulled shit with him after they broke up because she’s my FRIEND and thats usually supposed to mean something.