stuck in the middle of no where and hating it

im in a weird place right now…i dont know what i want but i know what i dont want and im just kinda stuck….

Nick and i got in to it and i think im just kinda done with him at this point… i just want some one to be with ya know?

im sick of wondering about what nick wants and what he’s thinking if he wont say it out loud…

i guess i should just sit back and let life come to me sometimes but its hard to wait and be patient when thats not something that always comes naturally to me lol

well im glad i didnt die saturday so life isnt too bad lol. Me and ashley had a stalker at walmart that was waiting outside for us to get in to our car so he could follow and kidnap us, it was terrible we’ve never been that scared EVER so we called the cops and filed a report and did a whole lot of freaking out lol.