SO LOST
I dont know what to do….i went with doug friday to see Jarhead. It was me him chirstian trevor eric and marty. we all hung out before hand and then me and doug sat next to each other and played around for like the first 15min then we were holding hands and then his arm was around me and THEN we were making out the entire time. He’s the best kisser omg! not like o wow hes good but like knock your socks off, make ur knees weak, bow down to the kissing god good lol. but then as they were dropping me off at kristies it was just kinda blah. but on my way home he called and came over. we went for a drive and all i can say was that it was amazing. i realized how much i care about him that night, but now he wont talk to me….wtf? and he’s still got my wallet little bastard! i hate this cuz i have no idea what hes thinking!!! im just scared that im never gonna see him again. He’s leaving in two months and after he leaves i’ll be lucky if i ever do see him again. he’s going into the military like a loser…no not a loser im proud of him for it but its breaking my heart. my heart litterally hurts right now and i dont know what to do….i just wish he would grow some frickin balls and talk to me ass hole!
Dear, that would bite… Ignore me- I’m just bored, and waiting for someone to talk to me on my other places, but what did you do while on this drive? I mean, did you talk, or make out, or go to the next step? I’m only sixteen, but I think that if you two talked, then you probably do feel something real for him. If you made out, then you’re just lustful. Thanks for putting up with me!
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