A little frustrated
Hey everyone,
It seems things are going decently well for most of you. Which is always glad to hear. Things have been going rather well here, very busy, but well.
Last weekend- My husband had to work most of it, so after I got done working at the scrapbooking store I came home relaxed, cleaned and played video games. Sunday we ended up waking up an hour later then we planned due to daylight savings time. We ended up going out to lunch, running a few errands and came home, so my husband could get ready for work. I then stayed home and cleaned, relaxed and played video games.
Monday I didn’t have to work at the scrapbooking store so I made sure I did all kinds of errands to catch up. I went to Meijer and got some new tennis shoes, picked up some pictures I ordered, picked up my comfortor from the dry cleaners and then called to see if my checked was at the scrapbook store. I then came home and went through my pictures, cleaned the apartment, and played some video games.
Tuesday: Again I didn’t have to work at the scrapbook store, because I had a doctors visit. It was time to go to the OB/GYN, this was a new doctor for me so I knew there would be plenty of questions and then I had my annual exam. During the talking we discussed the fact that my husband and I were wanting to start working on getting pregnant. The only problem is that I still am not getting my period regularly. Even with trying to jump start my system with the progesterone I still am not getting it. My new doctor thinks we should wait another 6 months with me not on anything and see what comes of it. If at that time I am still not ovulating then she will send me to a fertility doctor. I am of course not happy about this, because I hate to think that I am not capable of doing this on my own, without the aid of pills and what not. Of course my husband isn’t happy because he is really wanting a child now and I can’t give this to him, which makes me feel useless. Just to clarify, my husband is supportive in the fact that he knows that I have a problem and that we might have to try different, options, he isn’t blaming me personally at all. We are just both a little frustrated and upset, because we know this is our next step and we can’t get there. I know that God has a plan for us, but it is still frustrating to know that we are going to have to jump through more hoops to get there. I know several people whom are pregnant right now who weren’t wanting a child yet, aren’t married or what not and we who want children can’t get pregnant. It just isn’t fair. These 6 months are going to be long and antagonizing, because we really just want to get the process started. Sorry about the rant, but it is just frustrating. After my doctors visit, I went to meet the President of my Theta Alumnae chapter. Lisa is so nice, I am excited about being involved with this sgroup of women. I am now the new secretary of the chapter and am taking a very active role with it. I have already helped get information for a fundraiser wer are going to do, I am making the order form, and then I will be goin g to Grand Convention in place of Lisa. She is running a triathalon that weekend and can’t go. Guess where the convention is? It is in Miami, I have never been there and am excited to get to go. Everything except transporation to and from the airport is completely paid for. So for $50 dollars I am getting 5 days in Miami. Yay, there will be lots of new people to meet, whom I get to call sisters, I will get to be apart of the voting for Grand Council, have lots of fun events, learn new ritual, and learn lots of new ways to become a better leader both in my chapter and work place. So, going to Miami will be my new motivation to loose weight and I can’t wait. After I was done at Lisa’s I came back home, ate dinner, relaxed and went to bed.
Wed and Thurs.
Not a whole lot happened these two days, I had to work at both the firm and the scrapbooking store. So that tends to take up most of my time in the day.
Today:
My husband came out and met me for lunch in Oak Brook, which is always nice to get to spend time with him. We talked more about the doctors trip and our next steps. After that I headed back to work till the end of the day. I then ran to Advanced Auto Parts to get a front license plate bracket. Then I headed home to do some last minute cleaning before my sister and Nic arrived. Around a quarter to 7, my sister and Nic arrive and we head out to dinner at Luigi’s Italian cuisine, it was alright, it might taste better if I could have ordered some meat. After dinner we headed for ice cream at Cold Stone Creamery, and then back to the apartment to watch a dvd.
My sister and Nic will be here till Sunday, however, I am working from 10-5 tomorrow, so I won’t get to see them till I am done, but they are ok with that. It is the end of my sisters spring break so the trip was more to get away and relax. I am not sure what else we will do this weekend, but I will try to keep you posted. Hope all is well and have a great night and weekend!!!
