Gibberish

I think its really odd, but I really don’t see how individuals are really that unique… For one, we are supposed to have a soul that differentiates you and me, which goes somewhere after we die. Maybe it gets thrown into another physical body or we go up to heaven or down to hell. Well, thats kinda weird actually because since the earth is round, whats up to a person is actually down for the person on the opposite side of the globe. Humph, maybe the only way for “up in heaven, down in hell” to really be plausible, is for hell and heaven to be the same thing and they are both up and down. Back to my initial topic. Maybe i use an analogy or something. Its like if you see a deer running in the forest, seriously, that will be just one of the many deers. And if you shoot one down, you can never be sure if that was the same one you saw an hour ago. I am lazy to elaborate further. So i shall skip to the next part.

Media. I still haven’t convinced myself on whether we construct the media or the media constructs us. Well, to be politically safe and correct, lets just say its both ways. So, i think the commercial media is really damaging. Of course, the government-controlled media isn’t excellent either. anyway, media works on entertainment and entertainment stems from sadism, fear and happiness. But happiness requires tons of creativity and each ton of creativity costs tons of money. So sadism and fear are normally the cheaper alternative. Crime reports, etc etc etc. Like i said before, etc is used whenever i ran out of examples. LOL but i am sure they exist. And since i grew up on those garbage media, in a way, i feel i have been constructed by them. Not just affected, its constructed. Take wolf creek, the movie for example. Its makes you afraid to accept help, much less offer help. I don’t feel safe even in my house. I always make sure my windows are closed tight. But why? Singapore has a crime rate lower than you can imagine. And those crimes are mostly just fooling around. Why am I so afraid. And I try to be alone whenever i take the lift. I lock the doors all the time. Why am I so afraid? I don’t know.

Okay time to sleep now. good nitey!!!