7/24

I can’t exactly explain what has happened between Justin and I. All I can say is that I will never want to be with him again after what he did. Now that I’ve seen his dark side, I realize how much I DON’T love him. I care about him, almost like how a sister would care for a brother. I think the reason I thought I loved him was because I was so afraid of him. 

Something has changed in our plans. I will graduate here and then go home. Christmas 2011 is the exact return date. I shall definately be home by then. For the next 6 months, I will attend Tomball Community College, waiting for my friends to graduate. Come Fall, I’ll be off to Lubbock Christian University. After my deepest considerations, I’ve decided to be a teacher. I’m not quite sure what I want to teach, but I’m pretty sure I want to teach either music or drama. I also know I want to write a book when I have the time. Of course, it will prolly only happen if I get married. If I do, I won’t have to work and I’ll be able to concentrate on it.

I’m proud to say that I am currently writing a play of non-naturalistic proportions. It’s simply called ‘The Magnolia Tree’. More details later.

One more thing before I go. I have fallen very hard for someone. I will not give details and I will definately not give a name. But I will say that they are the most beautiful person I’ve ever known. And I don’t mean outward appearance.