dr visit and the last few days.

my doctors visit the other day wasnt all that great. i am taking lyrica and some other muscle relaxer that i cant remember the name of. its puts me into a nice medically induced coma at night.

i also have to have a whole panel of blood work done which was a hassle trying to make that appointment since i can only use quest diagnostics. what a pain in the ass. i also have to have another mri done on my lower back…been trying to get pre authorization for that…my insurance sucks ass.

she is talking about making me have yet a 3rd shot.not excited about that thought. the doctor also wants me to take 2 weeks off yet she wont do it as short term disability since it doesnt fully prevent me from doing my job. so much stuff in my head right now. 2 weeks off? probably not going to happen.

my direct supervisor has been a big bitch about it all. she keeeps making nasty remarks. i am very stressed about everything as it is. i dont need her shit on top of it all.

and i have been in a lot of pain. we figured out why i didnt react to this second shot. i have fibromyalgia. i have had that for several years and it hardly ever bothers me. dr polesin got the needle very close to my nerves during this second shot. the cortisone just completely irritated my nerves and sent thr fibro into overdrive. it explains the numbness i have in both of my legs and the severe pain in my back. i just want to scream or cry.if its not one thing its another.

on a slightly happier note i went to kohls today. i spent $109 yet i saved $80. woohoo. i bought 2 new bath sheets for matt. he hates to use regular sized towels. i also bought a new pair of jeans and a pair of nice black pants i could wear to work. and i bought a nice sweater. i had my eye on a new nine west bag but i decided i didnt need it. maybe next time. i did earn $20 in kohls cash so maybe i can go back and get the bag with the kohls cash.

i really didnt do any house cleaning today. by the time i got back home i didnt feel like doing anything. i did manage to make dinner though. i made spaghetti and meatballs.

thats pretty much been the highlights of the last few days. i have been trying to not whine about how badly i do hurt so i apologize if i am not writing as much. i dont want to bore you with all of the complaining i would be doing.