09/24/2009

i love my od family and i just cant say it enough. sometimes i think you are all better then my own family.(oooppps….did i say that out loud? its ok that i did. cuz as far as i know none of my family reads my diary and to me thats a good thing that they dont.) my of family knows how to make me laugh. sometimes i gotta wonder where i would be without them. im sitting here watching greys anatomy and drooling over patrick demspy while texting my friend. and i almost cried when they buried o’malley. this greys has had me crying and laughing my ass off at the same time. that makes it a damn good season premiere to me at least

anyways….i am starting to get off topic of why i came on here. i survived my first day back at work. this is the big conversion weekend. td bank and td bank north finally become one bank. im gonna bust my ass off this weekend. and not sure when i have a day off next week. no one seems to be able to tell me whats going on. my manager did suprise me with a cake and a gift card for my wedding present. it was nice. they made me cry. but damn it i wish i knew what the fuck is going on all this weekend. and matts driving me up a wall already. the last day or so its been like he is in his own little world and ignoring everything that i have said to him. it just goes in one ear and out the other. im starting to get annoyed. im fairly certain about the fact he hasnt taken his adderall in a few days. i am about ready to count the little orange pills in his pill bottle and match it against the fill date on the label. not sure if i want to go to that extreme yet. we’ll see how he is in a day or so. i’ll just try to ignore him for the time being if i can.

my house is still a mess. im not certain he did much at all today. he did make dinner but there isnt much progress in what we have been working on in the other bedroom. im not going to get into that with him either. he just snaps at me. im gonna do the smart thing and leave that alone.

ok so my dishwasher just decided to leak all over the kitchen floor and is no longer working. lovely. a whole fucking load of dishes matt and i just washed by hand. what else can go wrong?