sick of being sick

is it possible to be sick of being sick? i have been sick since we came back from long island. thought it was just a bad chest cold that i couldnt get rid of. matt made me pay the damn $65 to go see the doctor yesterday. i got a pretty bad case of bronchitis. been running a bad fever and coughing. the steroids the doctor gave me and the antibiotics have left me sick to my stomach or feeling nauseous. walking around leaves me very short of breath and my head spinning from being so dizzy. either i am cold to the point where my hands are blue or i am very hot and soaking through my clothes. i feel gross.so much for working the weekend at the diner. hjnm\(the previous was one of my fur babies deciding to trot and dance all over the keyboard.)that was some much needed money i am out on.

so i am supposed to be interviewing with one of TD Banks offices on tuesday. not getting hopes up on that as i feel that i am being jerked around with them. but whatever. as each day gets closer to Christmas i feel more and more depressed.

i’m off to crash on the couch again and stare out the window. am waiting for the first snowflakes to fall. we are supposed to get at least an inch up here tonight. that could make it the first real snowfall since halloween. lol.