not.

the extent of this rage…this writhing…this…

…unfathomable peace…

i don’t even understand what i’ve become…

constant wrestling and fighting and as the goosebumps cascaded down my body today…i realized, in actuality, what i fear the most is being folded into that prosaic capsule where everything felt so warm…

…but hollow…

again.

i.
hate.
idling.

…idoling…?

+ <3 +

my son, do not forget my teaching, but let your heart keep my commandments, for length of days and years of life

…and peace, they will add to you.

Ps. 3:1-2 ESV, enter wk. 2.

Hebrews, enter wk. 3.

…because i will not be disarmed.

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June 6, 2005

ryn;; I was planning to run to Target and Wal-Mart to see how they fared on iPods and the like before making the final purchase. It’s always fun to save $2 here and there.I also want to get him one of those FM moderator things so he can listen to his iPod in the car, so I’ll be playing the price-check game for that, also. xo

idling seems most correct.

June 10, 2005

ryn x2;; I ended up buying him a Samsung player from Amazon that got rave reviews from all the places I looked. It’s a 512MB, so we can hope it will keep him musically content.