The devil runs my dreams
Such a strange dream I had today… a long dream….. this might be an entry some of you would rather not read… but so be it. its just a dream anyway.
It started off with me being at a house, and in my dream this was Carlos’ house. There were two little girls there, dont know if sisters or daughters or what they were but they were there. We, me and the girls, were sitting inside watching a strange show on tv about human eaters… thats all i know about that, when they pitched in to go out and swim in the lake.. I agreed and while they ran out the front door i went to change in to shorts. When I went outside and to the lake, the lake water was frosty but it felt like it was summer, nice and warm and all the trees in bloom. But the lake looked as if it had been iced over completely and someone had smashed the ice and only chungs and mush of it remained. The girls both had their feet in the ice water and i was amazed. But like a good friend I jumped in with them and put my feet in the water. we were sitting there for a while, when i couldnt take it anymore and i had to get out of there, it was too cold, my skin was turning purple, and yet their skin wasn’t. They were both so warm… and I was so cold. So I asked where Carlos was and they told me he was around the tree bend doing something, but It wouldnt be a good idea to go there.
Mind you these little girls were cute, but creepy as hell. I can still remember their pretty faces looking up at me, filled with color and well just so damn adorable. I know I loved them with my entire heart then. I just know I did.
So I dried my feet off and put some shoes on and went to go look for him… only to be greated by Him and her… making out. I got pretty pissed and jumped at this girl and he held me back and proceded to tell her to get in the truck. so bitch got on the truck that so happened to be there and locked the door so I couldnt get at her, but I’d already taken a good chunk of her hair out. Angry, I yelled at him and demanded an explenation. From there he proceded to spit out his word vomit of me being a game, unworthy blah blah easy to play with… and I was hurt. I hurt so much that after a few swings at the bitch and him I said I was leaving. I went back to the house changed in to propper clothing and took off walking. He didnt walk after me, or chase me or anything, and the little girls vanished. just like that… in to thin air.
So the settings changed. I was walking down this strip, full of bars and shops and random things and I was smoking a cigarret. (I dont smoke irl) While walking I bumped in to some girls, three, dressed in complete goth clothing. They were tossing pick up lines at me, and since i was still mad I agreed to go with them. We were walking home when one of them was litterally hanging from the main chicks neck begging for her to eat her. Bit strange of a request if you ask me but thats how it went. The girl wanted to be eaten. The "lead" girl laughed and nipped at the other chicks finger suckling at some kinda wound the chick had before pushing her away and asking me for my hand.
O_o oh yeah. creepy coming right out. This is where it got a bit strange…. fictional… what ever xD
So I gave the girl my hand and she took it but before she even bit me or anything like that she laughed and shook her head. "Vampy" she said and I was like wtf? "no wonder i like you" and she grabbed the other girl and proceded to try and "eat" her.
I guess my mind was playing true blood in the background or something. But thats pretty much what was happening. feeling a bit strange I kept walking down the strip without them and to a harbor of some sort, right next to the ocean and I sat down and looked at the waves. Then Carlos came around and started to ask for forgiveness and blah blah, but now I was smoking again. I was about to start bashing him when my sister woke me up to take her to school.
This dream was just strange… i think more than anything cause of those creepy girls in the begining and the girl who refused to eat me cause I was a "vamp". =/ strange….
~Anti~
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Well, neko-chan, I can never say your dreams aren’t intresting. If you want, I could go all frued and tell you that the girls were children that might have been if not for his betrayel. The three girls are old choices that are no longer apart of your life and so, do not belong around you, even though they try to lure you back, and lastly, you want to beat him, because he
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no longer belongs in your life. now, that is just an opinion, no don’t have a phd in phsyc, so maybe it was just what you ate coming back to tease you in your dreams-grins. But- buffs imaginary phd- it’s your dream, interpret it as you will
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Thanks 🙂
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perhaps they were spirits.
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-hugs- RYN: im not sure if i said thank you or not…so thank you for the note! i love LOVE the ballet picutre on your front page!!!
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