8/5/08

UGH!!! I’m only sitting in the other room, and Your DOOR is wide open!! uh… HELLO!!!! I’m sitting right fucking there and can hear anything and everything you say!, cause you really aren’t talking all that low. 

I’m sick and tired of it,  and yet I have to keep my fucking mouth shut and pretend I can’t hear a single thing you say… ZOMFG!!!!!!!! It pisses me off, So you don’t agree about what exactly I choose to do with my life? FINE I don’t care! Its my life, and If I want to marry a guy who has "cheated" on me its my choice!  Don’t play innocent! You did it too!! right behind tias ass!! Going out with her Bestie and getting caught!…

EVERY SINGLE RELATIONSHIP has its ups and down.  NOW DROP IT.  So I like to play with him, and I like to hug and kiss him and spend time with him.  I spend the night out with him and we do "stuff".  Whats your point? Seriously, what is it? I mean… Hell I can’t do anything with him at the house, like cuddle or anything cause you don’t agree, and Shit dont let the kids see me touch his leg cause all hell will break lose!!

Your kids are already perverts, believe me, I wont be messing anyone up any time soon.  I go out and spend the night cause then I can do what I want to with him, then I can feel him and kiss him and hug him when ever the FUCK I want…. Sometimes… I really do consider just fucking getting out of here again, and just because I can’t do what every other ADULT can do, why? Cause I look like a fucking kid.  Well I’m NOT! I’m fucking 20 years old and that I know of, thats pretty god damn old enough to do what ever the FUCK I want.

So please… If you’re sitting in the next room, and YOU know I can hear you.  Listen to what you’re saying… cause I don’t care if you don’t agree, I don’t care if you think its wrong, Hell I dont even care if you think I’m a disgrace to the family… I am me and I do what ever the fuck I want, and Dont you tell me I cant. 

>>>> sorry… Ranting… angry… and extremely upset….

I want to do what I want to do and I’m going to keep doing what I’m doing… cause… hell… I don’t want to change it. 

ugh… just stop bugging me!!!!!! 9 fucking months… Just 9 fucking months until school is over and I can go out on my own… god damnit… nearly another year….

~Anti~