A Conversational Treaty.

Why so much angst?
Why so much resentment?
Why so much hate?
Why so vengeful?

"Hello my friend, we meet again."

Not you again, why do you come. ever so often now. Go away.

"Your futile efforts to suppress me, amuses me. You can never hold me back forever."

Lies.

"I come because you need me. You seek things only i can give"

And what is that?

"Power."

Power?

"Yes, power to make those thoughts into action. My, my, those thoughts you have, they frighten me."

I frighten myself sometimes, i have so much rage, anger, hate and resentment in me. it seems to grow day by day. i need it to stop.

"No, don’t stop. the more they grow, the more powerful i become, and the more helpful i can be to you. I can help you."

Help me? how?

"I sense betrayal in you my friend."

It was I who was betrayed.

"Ah, I see. and how do you feel about that?"

I hate it.

"I sense some thoughts formulating now…what is it? speak your mind, say the words which empowers me and also makes me so happy"

The betrayer, will become the betrayed.

"Yes, indeed. and i will help you. give in to me and i will help you."

"Do not hesitate my friend, what you cannot do, i can do it for you. I can help you show them, you are not to be trifled with."

Help me.

"Very well then. i will do so at a price."

I don’t care, just do it.

"Vengeance is a very powerful thing my friend, and it is my weapon. I shall help you."

They brought me in, now i want to destroy them from the inside out.

"Yes, such anger and hate i sense, let it explode! Make me stronger! Let those sinister thoughts empower me."

"Don’t worry, i am your friend, i will help you. just sleep tight and rest. i will take care of everything."

Very well.

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