A Message or Torment.

And then i see you again. Not sure of what to do. Not you, but so many like you. So very familiar but so different. I will forget this. I’m trying my best to forget you. But, it always seems to come back to me. In many different permutations, i see you. So many things remind me. Too many things remind me. I have to forget, i got to.

Its almost like i would have reached out and say the words. but theres something from you that holds me back.

I’d give up forever, to see you.

Its almost tormenting, but one, i can live without. To be there but not there, to be able yet unable, to be so close yet so far. Its just not fair.

There’s still something i havent given yet. and it serves as a reminder. I tried throwing it away. but i cant bring myself to.

I need to forget. I need to get this out of my head. like as if i never ever crossed your mind.

Two choices. One smile, One frown. Chosen.

I wish you well.

Juls