Just Desi

I know I may come off as a loser with some of the things I say and do…and although I can give some pretty good advice, I’m not one to take my own.

Life has become something short of hectic. I’m glad for the new job and the apartment…but I feel as though- if given just a little more leeway, life could be even better. I now have someone willing to baby-sit on the weekends, and the will to go out, but no one to go out with. I know its my own fault…but I wasn’t the only one who got wrapped up in their own life.

But its like they say, its when you need a friend the most that you find out who your real friends are.

So here’s a lil bit about me.

My name is Desirae. I’m 22 years old.
I’m a single mother, and I live alone with my son and support myself…along with God’s help of course.
I’m still in love with my Baby’s dad even though he took off one night and has been a jerk towards me ever since. I’m not a “partier”, I’m more into the laid back, mini-golf/movies lifestyle. After work, you can pretty much find me at home…wasting away in front of the TV (DISNEY CHANNEL!!!) or something like that. I do get pretty lonely. Most people my age don’t have kids so they don’t want to hang out with me…or they’re already used to the crowd they grew up with and I just linger to the side. I guess I just don’t fit in much. On Sundays I go to church. Its great cuz it always seems like the message I need to hear at the time is being delievered.

Well thats all I can think of. Don’t worry, the drama will unfold…its just too hot and I’m too bored to sit here and complain.

-Desirae-