12/22/04

Past is catching up to me, hurling me through this obscure passage of time. I’m leaving in a little while i guess it’s time to say goodbye. I’ll try to stay in touch best that i can, only wish you could just lend me a hand.

It’s funny the way i thought it could last forever, what is forever? It’s insane to think i wont be here to hold you, told you i’d come back no matter what happened. Words mean nothing actions are everything try to show you that i care that i’ll always be there. Can’t let you go cause you are all that i know.

Can this really be true i don’t know any more i’m sitting here stunned wishing i knew what the answers where. I just want to hold you tight wont let you go hold you here with me all night.

I simply wish that it didn’t have to go down like this. I just want you to know that i will always love you.