Tiny Update.

One of my Favourites had mentioned to me in a note that there seems to be a lot missing in my OD. There is a lot that is missing. I have not kept up to date on my entries here as I should have been.

Bird.
What happened to Bird?

Well when it comes to Bird, she is still around. We even talk every now and then, sometimes even get together. I have gone to her house to watch TV and she has come over when I have my Son. I have bumped into her while out and about on Friday and Saturday nights. She works down the street from me, less than a block.

I guess I have not been very good at writing in here because I am going through a lot of things right now. The seperation from my Son’s Mother, the court trial that followed. It all takes its toll on someone. I wish things had turned out differently between us, but things are what things are.

 My Son is the centre of my Universe. There is nothing that I will not do for him. Everything that has crossed my mind since the day I found out about him, I have thought how do my actions affect him? When he smiles and laughs, my heart and soul soars. I see many great things for him. Many many great things.

I remember the first time that my Son reached out, grabbed my cheeks, grinned and smiled then pulled himself close to me I nearly started to cry. But it was not tears of sadness but tears of joy.

~A sunny day is a great day.~