I Have…

I have a problem. Well more like two problems.

Anger.

I have an anger problem.

I am also a ‘Packrat’.

The anger problem is a major one. I used to think that I was able to keep it in check. But now, now I am not so sure anymore. There are times when I am able to keep my anger in check, when I can keep the rage from seeping over and taking control of me. There are times. But there are also times when I lose it, and am not able to control it.

I was recently told that I will never change. That is not true. I will change. I will change who I am. How I react to different things. I will become a different person.

A better person.

~The only time we are willing to change is when we are going to lose everything that means anything to us.~
Rand al’Mawer, 2008