[Old] Friend…

Come back.

Please just come back.

You were the only real friend I had. 🙁

I think of you until it makes me sick.
Until my stomach ties in knots
And I scream your name in silent gasps.
I wish you knew how my heart yearned.

Surprisingly so. I am a snake that devours.
And you were always so hard to swallow.
But in my compressed struggle…
True beauty was fortified like diamonds.

Shattered like glass.

Your mistake made my decisions waver.
Crash to the ground like an ancient pillar.
And within this melancholic truth we both suffer.
Fully aware that there will never be another.

+true.friend+