Stupid lives here….

So… True confessions of a stupid girl is what I should change my diary to…
Met a guy, yes one of those creatures. He’s pretty great. Sweet. Very young (that kind of freaks me out, but it’s not as if I’m in any rush). Very handsome. Amazing sense of humor. Extremely interesting. We have such great conversations.

Well, here’s where the stupid me comes into play. So… I am particularly good at tracking people on the internet. He mentions that he has an online diary. I admit to having one as well. I have not let anyone read my diary and have my reasons for it. I like the anonymity of it all. Not worrying about what anyone thinks. Well….. I sort of found his diary.  He posted a poem somewhere, and I Googled the poem and found he had posted it somewhere else. So… I read it. I truly should not have. I invaded his anonymity and privacy. If he wanted me to see it, he would have let me…

Truthfully, I have a bit(a bit as in I’m like a silly school girl (I’ve devolved, lol) ) of a crush on this great guy. He seems to get me. He’s odd and I really truly embrace that. I know I’ve got to let him know I read his diary. He wrote about me. *sigh* I’m an idiot! 

Trust is such an expensive commodity. To have someone trust you is an extremely rare and beautiful thing. To go behind someones back and "spy"… I know many people do. This exact thing has been done to me and I was extremely furious… It’s interesting how I so easily become exactly what I hate.

I imagine I will give him the link to my diary, and allow him to do the same. So… here’s to hoping I’m forgiven and not ostracized from an amazing invaluable friend.