Fixins

Already very self-consciously redacted, although I tried to stop myself.

But the things that scare the hell out of me are necessary challenges. I should stop while I’m ahead, but I know I won’t. I’ll try to get further ahead.

Maybe I’ll succeed.

Trust is a hell of a thing. Trust your instincts. Breathe.
But it just can’t be that easy. But was it ever easy? Haven’t I already paid my dues? I’m toying with how much karma I can cash in. I think these things have limits. I know they do. I try not to think about it, but I was never terribly good at not thinking.

Don’t freak out. I’ll do my best to do the same.