anger

anger its not a good feeling and it shouldn’t be felt because it wrinkles your face 🙁

I’m so mad that this lady had to do this. she didn’t want me to be queen of sales so she pushed this other girl to put a higher order… i’m so upset and i mean the company has rules and she’s always telling you how you have to follow the golden rule and she’s not doing it.  well i need to think of something else to get me distract3ed cause at this point i really just feel like beating the crap out of people…. i’m really upset.. i know i have to get over it but ohh welll…. at least i get my gold earrings… cause i didn’t want a wallet…. so i put in an order of 1500 for the month and i wish that would of been enough to be queen of sales but it wasn’t. this other girl beat me by like 50 or 100 bucks i’m not sure.. the worst thing is that when Rubiela knows everyones orders than whomever she want her to be queen then she just pushes and lets them borrow money in order to do that.. i know i’m being stupid but it was suppose to be my special day and now i ts not gonna be :(… as stupid as it sounds i want to cry cause i’m so angry. i can’t believe it.and i can’t even do anything to change anything. cause its already oct 1st and it can’t be done. ok so i’m just gonna go now… cause i’m at work and i really can’t be doing this right now… i’m not talking to matilde anymore for being a little lying bitch to me.. after all i helped her… but it don’t matter anymore… well lets see… i really hope that i can get over all this drama. because i’m so sick and tired of everything already.. geez why do things have to be so complicated even when supposely you are independent and they’re isn’t suppose to be any of this going on. specially because of the rules of the company. well now i’m really… lets see what happens.