Back from MExico

Its been a while since my last entry
here’s the lastest
so a day before i left to mexico i went to see javier because my cousin needed a ride to go and pick up her computer at his job.
so when we got there he goes and asks me if i knew what had happened to my boyfriend and i was like what boyfriend??? and he goes and says Jose, and i’m like ok…..so i asked him what had happened so romy and him were like talking and i was like still lost… so then they ended up telling me that Jose had been in jail and all because he had threaten to kill someone or something in that nature…well whatever. i tried to reach him but couldn’t. i tried talking to his sis and no luck either. so i left that alone.
ok so with George, everything is the same thing still having problems, he still has an attitude, he is still treating me like crap. no difference on his side. i’ve been doing everything that he’s been telling me and sometimes i don’t have time to do all that he asks but i still try. somehow he doesn’t seem to realize any of that. He’s always yelling at me for one reason or another. I really dislike that and i don’t know what to do about it. that makes me wonder sometimes whether i want to share my life with someone  treating me like that. I love him yes i do but how much longer can i accept this way of living??? will i be able to do this till the day i die or he dies. That’s a big thing and i’m still thinking about it. Aside from that i’m happy, success peaks into my future, all the plans are still being contemplated. i’m going back to school, he supports me, i’m happy for that, i don’t want to give it too much thought on to it because if i do then maybe i’ll screw up and make the wrong choice.  i believe he is the one for me and the one i will be for the rest of my life. i’m still young but for me there’s nothing more to live than what i’m living now. life compensates you in so many ways and i feel happy because i’m being compensated in a very special way with a family i did not have myself when i was young. I thank the lord for giving so much in this life. well i have to go now. back to work.