4th of july

So yesterday we got up at 9:30 and were home in the morning..we left the house around 12:30 and went to eat at Ihop…when we were there George asked me if i wanted to leave him for somebody else and i said there was nobody else….he told me if i wanted to leave him and i said yes and he asked me why and i said that it was obvious that it wasn’t working and so i asked him if he didn’t want to leave me and he said no that he wanted to have a family and that he wanted to be with me. after what happened 2 days ago and him hitting me…i keep thinking more and more about leaving him. I told him that i had had many oportunities with other guys..and i’m not lying, i could have hooked up with any guy, just to have sex and that’s it, ………i mean i don’t know but i couldn’t do it………i wont do it and i told him….i had the chance and i didn’t do it….or what about that time with willy…….once again he was trying to do it and i refused to. I love George but i’m not sure if i want to be with him for the rest of my life.  I don’t know what to do and hopefully this gets resolved soon………