i hate it

I got into a fight with Walt at the restaurant last week and we weren’t talking until this week and then this week on sunday i got into a fight with Willy…i hate it so much he basically called me lazy. i’m really mad and upset at the same time, and i dont think i can handle this, i want my job but i also want to get along with everybody…i want to cry. why can things go right? i guess that’s just how life works. i hate working at weekends specially at dinner time because i can’t go to parties, i’ve missed most of them since i started working. oh well. I’ve been talking to Baby J and Tasha. not much going on there cause Baby J, well he still lying about everything and talking crap. Tasha, she’s just doing her business and we have become friend and she even asked me to go out to the mall and stuff. well i don’t know what to say anymore so i’ll leave now.