fustrated and stressed out

It sucks so bad but i have to move out of my house like now. I’m a little upset because Jose Perez left to mexico on sunday i can’t believe it but i’m so sad. Then i’m talking to Baby J again on Icaramba, i wish i wasn’t. I saw Natasha here last week and we talked for like 5 to 10 minutes, she showed me Julian’s pics from Baby J’s sister’s sweet 15. Yesterday i had an argument with my mom because Num called me from the restaurant where i work now and asked me to go work but my mom said no cause she didn’t have a car and so she told me unless someoned dropped me off and Num said she would drop me off so i said ok then i’ll go walking now but then my mom got all pissed off and said i couldn’t go and we got all into a huge argument. Today i’m suppose to go to work but she said that i’m not going and she gave me so much crap today and i’m so upset i want to leave now but i don’t have any money and i don’t have a place to go so i’m screwed. I dont’ want to go over to either cinthya’s or chaoxia’s place but there is nothing i can do. i’m so mad cause my mom is acting this way. things are getting worse as every day goes by and i don’t know what to do, until this semester is over i can’t do much.