can’t take it anymore

Oh lord, i havent’ written in a while…i’m so upset so many things happened to me during this time. but i dont’ have time to write right now so i’m going to make it brief. First of all i broke up with Jose on the 19th of september just 2 days b4 our anniversary it was gonna be 3 yrs now. well there is nothing to do now. He acted like a jerk when he called me that night and i was pretty mad since my mom read my diary before so she knows everything about him. She was pretty upset saying that all i did for him was a waste of my time because he doesn’t deserve it. well i don’t care anymore. So i had a party the next day at my house and since it wasn’t so planned i just invited my friends without telling my mom what i was planning to do. well my mom went to work so we had the house to ourselves. well pple got crazy and drunk and my mom called to check how was i doing taking care of the baby. well pple made noise and my mom heard them so she asked me who was there and i said nobody and we started arguing and then we hang up and early in the morning she found everyone sleeping in my room so she kicked us all out. so now i’m living with my dad. Nadia passed out ad she wouldn’t wake up with nothing, we slapped her we put her in the shower, we put alcohol and nothing would wake her up. I was so upset when that happened because it was too horrible when i looked at her, she was pale and it looked like she was dead. Well now living with my dad is living in hell. Its really boring and since i’m grounded i can’t do anything. WEll i’ll write some other time about other things that happened.