oh my

Every time i think about me going out with Jose again..i feel so bad and i know it was such a big mistake cause i know that he doesn’t give a shit so now i dont’ know what to do i haven’t even talked to him since saturday and today is thursday…and on saturday i called him and he told me he was at a party so i told him i’ll call him later and he said no cause my parents are home so i said fine i’ll call u some other day..i saw him that night at 12 midnight cause i went to my uncle’s house and he lives right next door so i saw him and he saw me but i just ignored him… i called him cause i wanted to know if he was going to holiday hill the next day but next day i saw that he didnt’ go even though he was suppose to go… i was so glad cause i didnt’ want to see him either…at holiday hill i saw my dad with his 3 kids and i also saw Guss and Javier… i had so much fun with all my cousins… Karen was there since she just came from mexico we had to hang out with her…she almost drowned at the pool…we were so happy to be there with her….. we all had fun but at the end of the day it started raining so we had to go home…. after crashing my mom’s car, my cousin’s mom found out that she was with me the day of the crash and she was mad so now she’s grounded too… well that’s all for now….