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I think I might be sort of updating!

I’ve been busy.  Working more overnights than I’m entirely comfortable with, but LAST NIGHT WAS MY LAST ONE!!!!
I had a bit of a panic attack last night because I only have 1 final left (tonight at 7.15) and I have a take-home essay due at the time of the exam, as well as the exam itself, which is open-notes short answer/passage identification.  I’m already nervous enough about it… and I lost my freaking notebook.  I’m halfway through packing to go home, so tearing apart the room to look for it was fun.  I never found it.

I ended up having to print off the notes from online (which don’t exactly have a lot of detail to them) and totally b.s.-ing the assigned paper.  I got a lot of it written last night before I went to work (I tried and failed to get out of work, so that didn’t help the panic much) and finished the last bit of it at about 7 this morning.  It was funny, because I’m pretty sure I fell asleep while I was writing it but just kept typing.
Strangely enough, the ending sounds pretty good, so maybe I should write more papers in my sleep…

Jaz left about an hour ago, so the room is a little depressing-feeling right now.
I just kinda can’t wait to go to Wausau tonight and spend the night with Nathan.  He’s gonna help me pack up and move out tomorrow when my dad is here, and I’m really glad… but I know that goodbye is gonna be difficult.

I’m killing time until I can use a meal at the UC, although I’m not actually all that hungry.  I just have a lot of errands to run in the building, and maybe by the time I’m done with all of them I’ll be hungry.  I dunno.

I also don’t wanna leave because then I’d have to stop talking to Nathan.

But alas, so is life. 🙂