Victory Rolls

I’m sitting here in my property class and cannot focus for shit.  sigh…

I don’t know what to do for my birthday this year.  Usually I get everyone together at my favorite karaoke bar in Manhattan…it’s always tons of fun, but I’ve done it now consecutively for like 3 or 4 years now.  I’m kind of craving something different.  I would love to have a big house party but that’s a lot of work and a lot of cleanup afterwards lol…not to mention that the last time I threw a house party I ended up with mysterious and anonymous hot dog vomit in my shower.  *shivers*  I just want it to be fun and amenable to people of all ages because my fun parents and aunts/uncles always come too lol… I can’t believe I’m turning 27 this year…*almostworsethantheshowervomit*

I’m going to be a pin-up girl for Halloween.  I went to a wedding a couple of weeks ago where the rehearsal dinner was a costume party so I got to test run my get-up and I was really happy with it.  I’m wearing a very simple corset top with black leggings and peep toes–doing the whole victory rolls in my hair with the red hibiscus thing with a red lip…it was just easy to do and VERY comfortable which is SO key when you’re going to be traipsing around the city all night…I’ve definitely made THAT mistake before…NOT fun.

I also have a halloween costume party on 10/22…so all in all, I’ll have worn the same costume 3 different times this year…is that tacky?  Should I get a reserve costume for the halloween party?  #firstworldproblems

I saw Jeremy this past weekend…it was fun.  He came out to me and we went to go see my friend’s band play.  I like how respectful he is…I feel no pressure whatsoever in the getting physical department which is unusual–usually I feel SOME kind of pressure.  Let me tell you though, it is HARD being good…I want to jump him badly–but I’m controlling myself thus far. lol (read: not for long)  Emotionally, I’m not connected to him yet and it’s very possible that I never will be…but he’s fun and I’m taking it for what it is 🙂

It feels nice to be in a power position for once. 🙂