I Can’t Believe I Just Did This

PROS

• He is polite, well-mannered and good-intentioned
• He’s ambitious
• He is chivalrous
• He understands my past
• He is fantastic in bed
• I’ve never been more attracted to anyone
• Close to his family
• Loves my family
• Thinks I’m gorgeous
• He accepts me and my quirks and actually adores them
• Smart and understands my intellectual quips
• Compatible sense of humor and interests
• Willingly goes to the Opera with me
• Loves to cuddle
• openly affectionate
• I LOVE HIM
• When we’re together he treats me like a princess and  I’m the happiest I have ever been…ever
• Willing to work on his issues and has started seeing a Psychiatrist that specializes in relationships and couples counseling

CONS

• Does not call me or call me back ever
• It’s a good day if I get 2 texts/day
• Rarely initiates conversation when we’re not together
• Rarely initiates dates/seeing me
• unreliable
• unreachable
• undependable
• irresponsible
• unemployed
• sees his friends more than me
• Fucked up Valentines Day
• Fucked up Christmas
• Fucked up my birthday
• Committmentphobic
• Has walls up that he wont let me through
• Terrified of intimacy, letting his guard down
• Won’t let me hang out with his friends
• Won’t let me meet his parents
• Wont incorporate me into his life
• Sees having a girlfriend as a weakness…like a literal ball and chain
• Terrified of having his parents’ relationship–being "whipped", so he always pulls away
• As soon as we get close or share an intensely romantic, intimate connection, he pulls away
• has slept with over 100 women before me
• Addicted to porn
• Emotionally retarded
• When we’re apart I feel like I don’t exist to him
• All words, no actions
• Full of excuses and apologies, but repeats the same affronts
• Procrastinates
• Non-confrontational
• I dont feel important to him when we’re not together
• Weird about facebook and tagging pictures
• I feel almost like he doesn’t want anyone to know about me (I’ve confronted him about this several times, it’s not the case, but still feels like it)

I’m having a bad night.  I feel crazy.  I have to break up with him.
WHY CANT HE JUST BE NORMAL?!