So….

To assume your girl won’t step out on you and sleep with another man, simply because your dick is just that good, is a dangerous assumption. To joke with someone that you’re not worried if another man hits on your girl for that reason, makes you shallow as hell. To think you’re the only man capable of pleasing me sexually, makes you an arrogant jackass. At least someone else could be just as good as you, if not better, but also realize that love and respect are just as important. They could show appreciation more and be what I need, just as I try to do daily for them. When people get tired of your bullshit, they’ll leave you, good dick and all. Just remember that!

I’m gonna have to have another talk soon. The one I tried to have last night was a disaster. I seem to communicate better in writing so a letter is the way to go. He doesn’t have the patience to listen to what I’m trying to say. I’m just supposed to spit it out. I’m so frustrated. I’m in this for love, it was never about the sex. I love it, I’m just not obsessed and consumed by it. It doesn’t make a relationship.