FEELING MUCH BETTER

I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I AM FEELING MUCH BETTER.

I REALIZE THAT I HAVE BEEN FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF. I STILL HAVE TO STRUGGLE TO STAY ON TOP OF THINGS.

I AM READING A BOOK CALLED HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE. IT’S BE BARRY KAUFMAN.

MORE OR LESS IT TEACHES YOU TO EMBRACE THINGS THAT USUALLY WOULD UPSET YOU. FOR EXAMPLE HE HAD AN AUTISTIC SON. HE SHOWS HOW HE ACCEPTED HIS SON AND HIS PROBLEMS. AS HE CONTINUED TO DO SO HIS SON GOT BETTER AND BETTER.

ANYHOW I AM ALSO STARTING TO PLAN THINGS. I AM GOING TO HIS “SCHOOL” IN MASS. IT’S FOR A WEEKEND TO LEARN HIS PHILOSOPHY. I HAVE GIONE TO SEE A MOVIE THE BOOK CLUB. I AM PLANNING TO GO SEE TWO SHOWS NEARBY.

IN OTHER WORDS I AM TAKING CONTROL OF MY LIFE.

I STARTED A GROUP AT MEETUP.COM. IT’S FOR SENIOR WOMEN WHO WANT TO GET TOGETHER TO PLAY HAMES ETC. THE FIRST MEETING WILL BE NEXT THURSDAY.

I WENT TO THE DENTIST TODAY. I NEED A ROOT CANAL. YUK! I HAVE TO GO TO A SPECIALIST TOMORROW AND THEN BACK TO MY DENTIST.

STILL DON’T HAVE MY CAR AND NOT SUFRE WHEN I’LL GET IT BACK.