7/15/04

howdy, my bday is in 25 days! woot! i leave for germany in one week and one day! happy to get away from my mom for 29 days!   not happy to be dragged to a gym everyday! guess what! between may 28th and july 14th i lost 5 pounds, i don’t even know how i did it lol but i did! lol

well o chem isn’t going to well once again. my mother raconfirmed she thinks i’m stupid she asked why i was doing so badly and i said because i’m stupid her replay “why did YOU take the class then” stressing the you, because you, meaning me, meaning stupid, yah big ol’ circle going on! reminds me of when i was younger being told like everyday i was fat and stupid, and she wonders why i have problems!!!!  iyiyiy! okay, any moms out there, do u tell u children they are stupid! i mean what did she miss the parenting class where the told the ppl NOT to tell their children they’re stupid or something! i mean really, do u tell uur children when they come home with a low score that they are stupid!! iyiyiyiy! and she wonders why i have problems!!!

grrrrrrrr