4/13/04

these feelings inside of my can not be put into words

they crawl around wanting to be heard

no one to talk to, and no way to get them through

they need to be exposed so i don’t go crazy too

sitting in a room all to myself

time to think, to reflect

i don’t know what to do

i sit there alone, tap my fingers, curl into a ball

all the ideas are jumbled together

its hard to deal with that

my eyes are taken over

an evil stare almost

i can feel it happening, and happen ofter it does

they tighten, and become almost hazey

beautiful blue eyes being taken over

by feelings crying to be free

trying to crawl there way out

crawl to the know, where they can get help

i can hear them, i can hear me, calling for help

help us, help me, i can’t do this on my own, we can’t do this on our own

a tear runs down my face

the feelings try to overcome

their is no one there to even hug me, no one to help me, no one to love