09/04/2011

I can’t sleep again. This seems to be an ongoing thing. As much as I love my husband, I can’t seem to sleep when he’s in the bed anymore. I think it’s honestly because I’ve been going to bed later than him and his snoring keeps me awake. Before, when I was falling asleep before him it obviously didn’t bother me. Now I’m stuck staying awake until he leaves for work in the morning around 7am. It kinda sucks– I don’t think it would suck so much if the nighttime wasn’t so boring. Seems to get more and more boring as the days go by.

I’m getting excited for our trip back to Michigan. I think the change of scenery will do us well, but I also think we’ll cross the border into Michigan and immediately be reminded of why we moved in the first place. I’m looking forward to seeing all my friends again and catching up. There are some friends that I haven’t seen since a month before I moved down here. I hope I can see them. Tenesa is a big one. I miss her so much and I just need some Tenesa time! 

My best friend got herself a new boyfriend and I think I need to meet this fella! I’m going to grill him to death. He’s going to end up hating me. 🙂 But that’s okay because Jessica deserves the best and I won’t let her settle for less! Protective mode has been engaged! 😛 

It’s lonely around here. I don’t hang out with the boys much– don’t really have much in common with them. They’re good boys (except for Jacob, I hate him) but I just don’t find myself relating with them very much. I’m drastically different. They’re the straight-and-narrow kind and I’m the former druggie kind. I mostly spend my days by myself doing my forum duties online. It’s not really that fulfilling but I love my Admin job and I love the friends I made there. It’s like "home" to me. 

I really hope I can go back to school soon. I really want to work on getting my degree so I can get a good paying job, Adam can go back to school and get a good job after that, we can buy our own house, go on vacations, see the world, even just see the bowling alley now and then! It’s better than seeing the same bedroom every day! 

I haven’t gone to the gym in 3 days. I’ve been meaning to but I forgot that weekend hours are different and there was no way I could go over the weekend. Tomorrow I’m going to try to go around 6pm. I need to do this and stick to it. I was actually making progress and feeling better about myself. I can’t wait to be sleek and sexy! 🙂 

There’s really not much to update on. I hope everyone’s alright, I’ve been slowly catching up (some have been noted so you know I’m reading!) and I’m sooooooo happy that Katy joined my site. 🙂 It’s wonderful having her around and a lot of the other members think so, too! I’ve gotten quite a few PMs about you, Katy! Everyone loves ya! 

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