04/05/2013

we watched life of pi the other day and it made me unbelievably depressed

i have been so weird lately

vulnerable and on edge

the smallest things have been setting me off, and i feel bad for kyle, but he is so patient and sweet with me

i think it’s an underlying feeling of being rushed and stagnant at the same time? i can’t really describe

just conflicting feelings

we talked briefly this morning about wanting to quit our jobs

i had a crazy idea to go back to school for apparel design

and he has been interested in massage therapy

i think it’s about time to start heading towards doing what we actually like

i am trying to save for a coverstitch machine because i have a feeling it will revolutionize my sewing experience

but they’re so expensive!!

we have been eating taco salads every day for the past week………….

guh

i think i need a good camping trip to lift my spirits