I’m On This Website Too Much

Today wasn’t the best day eating-wise.  After my peas and mashed potatos, I was sitting in my room being bored.  I ended up eating some lucky charms and then some candy corn.  As soon as I felt how full my stomach was I went into the bathroom and puked it all up.  Instead of having special k for dinner, I had a scoop of ice cream.  I was going to puke it up, but the last time I threw ice cream up I said I wouldn’t do it again.  There are two foods I refuse to throw up because I can’t handle the feeling/taste of it coming back up: ice cream and lettuce.

So, I’m always a bit wary of going into the bathroom to throw up.  I live on a floor with all suites, so the bathroom is usually pretty empty, but I’ve been in there before and had someone walk in.  I think she was a bit freaked because she just turned and walked out, but I don’t like that someone heard me.  At least when I’m home, I have my own floor and no one can hear me go into the bathroom.  *sigh*  Sometimes I want to be home.

My "friend" is still not talking to me and putting up juvenile away messages.  I was upset, but if she wants to act like a fucking retard for nothing, then screw her.  She’s being completely ridiculous over nothing.  Oh well, no big loss I say.

I’m hoping to get my refund tomorrow because I still haven’t bought a scale.  Arrrrrg.  Goal for tomorrow: eat less than 500 cals.

Next semester is looking killer.  I’m taking 18credits.  Blah.

• French Translation
• French Composition
• Compensation (employment relations)
• Intro to Employment Relations
• Intro to Macroeconomics
• Beginning Ballet
• Aerobic Kick Boxing

Oi, I’m going to die next semester.  I’m still unsure if I’m going to take ballet.  It’s at 6:00p.m. and it’s an hour and a half long.  It will probably kill me, but I really miss ballet.

Well, I think I’m going to get back to writing my story.  I haven’t worked on it in a while.  Maybe I’ll post some later on.  I don’t know.