Teachers, Books, and Dirty Looks….

Hellooooooo again my fellow friends and readers… 

I am still trying to finish this application for school to recieve my 2nd maters in Public Administration. Man..it’s a lot. I had to call my old supervisor and ask her for a reference. She loved me. I had to get her to do it!! I hope she writes a good one. I really want to get back into school. I also have my current supervisor, you know "the troll", doing my second reference. She actually wrote a really good one. I was happy about that. Even though she can get on my nerves....I guess she likes me alot. I just can’t believe I am going back to school…dealing with all the trouble with doing papers, studying for test, and meeting new people. I’m not good at meeting people. I guess I come off as being bitchy. When I was getting my masters degree, I only had about 3 friends that I would study with. They seemed more like me…and they tolerated my sarcasim!! Hopefully I will meet people with the same interest as I do. I’m going to try and be more friendly….I said try….If people don’t like me then…well..you know where they can go...hahahahahaaa!!!

Well, I am at work today and I don’t feel like doing anything. I am tired and I had a semi-fight with my boyfriend last night. Why the hell did he call me and catch an attitude with me for not calling him?? Damm it! I was watching family guy, which comes on at 11:30pm here. He calls me at the end of the episode , bitching at me…"why didn’t you call me"??? I am like…what the hell, do you have alzheimers?? I spoke to his ass at like 10pm. Do I have to call him every hour?? Am I in jail and is he doing a bed check on me??? I got so pissed at him for talking to me like that. I just hung up. I was like…I am not going to deal with his possesive shit for the long haul. He better  not get on my "ghetto" side" before he catches a bullet!! Hahahahahaha....yeah, like I have a gun or even know how to use one!! But he called this morning and apologized for his craziness!! He is so damm stupid sometimes…but….Damm it I love that white man!!!

Oh..some of you guys wanted to know what kind of pills I take. Well, I have pain killers that I take on a daily basis. I have vicodine and percoset. Then I have anti-depressants…like prozac, or wellbutrine, celexa…just to name a few. But..if you read a past entry that I have called "sickle cell anemia sucks"  it explains why I take pain killers all the time.

Alrighty then….I am about to go and do some work. Don’t really want to, but I  have no choice. And you know what time it is right???? PILL Time…   YEAAAA!!

OK….talk to you guys soon..

Later Days…

DeeJ