I want to write a basic time-line but…

I just don’t have the time or the energy right now.

In the midst of working two teaching jobs, I am also trying like hell to get my funds stateside because my student loans are about to go into default. I have the money to pay, but not the ability too. Shit is so complicated here. I only just got semi-digital for payments in mainland China, so now I can pay my rent and utlitly bills directly instead of giving other people money to do it for me. Also, as soon as I have the app, I’ll be able to take care of most of my transportation needs by myself as well.

I still can’t pay my student loans even though I finally have the income to and I’m freaking out because I have no way to do so and I have no idea how to get a hold of my banks or the lenders because they don’t do flipping email.

I have one fellow foreigner friend and a couple of kinda local friends, but I mostly keep to myself these days. I had been going to Mahjong night every week, but I was too exhausted this week. I’m spreading myself too thin. Fortunately, the second job ends the middle of June.