Go ahead..blame it on me, ur still fake

Look, *breaths in and exhales* theres only such bmcuh bullshit I can possibly take before I absolutely lose my mind. Honestly I have no idea how i have made it this far with out stabbing someone in the fucking throat. For several months now I have no talked to, or associated my self with NOT A SINGLE soul from that bar. The occasional her how are you, whats been ogoing on, the once I month I decide to drop the fuck in. I have recently got into the habit of talking to amy again. A message convo that I reply to once or twice a day, depending when or if she replies. Krys has taking it upon him self to blow it into this whole Im trying to take his woman thing, or I’m talkingt o constantly. Like ok first off quit actiing like a little girl, i talk to her ON THE COMPUTER for one, for two when she text before I lost my cell phone SHE GAVE ME HER NUMBER, because she text me playing you gotta guess who shit. So ask her about that and not tell me i need to ask you before I ask her for her number, bitch she got mine and was texting me. She messaged me on facebook first so get your shit right before you comea t me with crap. Second I never refered to him as a girl or as his birth name, even when I first fucking met him so why would i fucking do it now? So dont come to me saying so and so told you I calld you anything better check them cause they might got something to tell you. Second off this lil mother fucker was jsut talking shit on krys, and amy, and alyda, and ashley, and all these mother fuckers he calls friend jsut fucking a week ago when he decided to chat me up on facebook being all face and shit. Bitch check your own childish actions and two face, fake shit before you comea t me with anything. JUUST BECAUSE YA’LL DONT LIKE YOUR  TRUTHS SET OUT ON THE TABLE DONT MEAN YOU GOT TO BLAME IT ON ME. Like fuck i dont talk to you, associate myself with you, at all, your not even in my thought process but im tlaking shit. Bitch i got otehr shit to worry about then other poeples problems and lives. get the fuck over your selves this is all turning into some rediculous high school bullshit. Honestly its a the gay community, ya’ll are nothing but a buch of drama fill lesbians that got hyped up on steriods so think your big. Be a real fucking man, honest with your self, your so called "friends" and take ur skeletons out the closet i did a long fucking time ago. my truth may fucking hurt but atleast im not lying to anyone or myself any more. It really sets u fucking free. grow up im tired of being dragged into this shit. I disappear to get away from it but once Im gone ya’ll cant help but drag me back into it and blame it on me…really? i wish just one person would step away and fucking open your eyes but that wont happen im the devil and ruined everyones lives so its just so simple to blame it on me….IM NOT THE CAUSE FOR YOUR PROBLEMS U R…im jus trying to b peoples friends and look out, give advice and be ther for someonet he way someone should be, im sorry that if ur going to back stab someone id rather put it in the open. god u ppl make me fucking sick just elave me alone

d.j